Missing…Random Thoughts

Missing, missing my beautiful wife. It’s been far too long since I’ve seen her face, that smiling beautiful face. I love and miss her so much.
It’s my fault she’s gone, but I can never give up hope that she returns. I ignored her, that’s the reason she left, and I can’t blame her.
I don’t have anyone to share my thoughts with, so I put them here. Maybe it’s wrong to, maybe it’s right, I don’t know.
Maybe marriage counseling could help, I’m sure game for it, anything.
I would love to renew our marriage, a renewal, a new commitment.

Guiding Light

Yeah, I Don’t Know

I wish I could be happy again and make the one I love happy. Never in my life have I felt so much love for someone, and all I have done is fuck up. All I do these days, every day, is cry. No matter where I am or what I do, I cry. Everything I say or do is wrong. Many times I wonder if my life is worth it. Yeah, I don’t know.