I can’t, just can’t stop crying. Everything is hitting me so hard, all I do is cry. I was talking with the seller of the house I’m buying and fell apart and started crying again. I just can’t hold it back. I’m afraid of what’s happening to me, like as if I’m completely falling apart or something. I’ve been so fucking busy the past few days, having to get unexpected things done, that I haven’t got enough packing done. I am mostly packed, but it’s all the little things, it’s overwhelming me and so I break down a cry. I haven’t had any sleep is days and only a sandwich here and there to eat.
I’m just plain fucked up.