Once again I can’t sleep, too much on my mind. I keep thinking about the damn roof problems and some other things. I know I just need to get through this winter with the roof because I plan to put heat tape up this coming summer or fall and that should take care of the problem.
One of the other things that’s been running around in my head is that this winter seems to be really getting me down, in fact, just last night I was wondering when the last time I was happy. It’s been that long that I had to think about it. I so so rarely even talk to anyone anymore. I just hope that spring helps to bring me around again, I hope.
I also keep thinking about what colors to paint the inside of this place and what to do with the outside to make it look better. I just fucking hate all the green, inside and out.
I could go on and on, but won’t, for now.
I’ve been trying to work on the roof again today (remove ice), but I’m just so fucking tired and out of breath.