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I wake up this morning to find more fucking snow. I was hoping to relax or do something I wanted to, but that isn’t going to happen today. Now I have to snow blow the drive way again of this fucking wet heavy snow. The temps have been a nice break from the cold winter temps, but it makes the snow very wet and heavy.

Update:
Driveway done, 3 1/2 hours later. Under normal conditions it only takes me about 45 minutes, but with this shitty wet snow and a fucked up back, it takes much longer. It’s starting to snow again, and pretty heavy.
Also, I snapped the Traction Control Cable (the cable that controls the speed). Now it only goes forward and at full speed. At least it’s forward and not stuck in reverse. It’s a cheap easy fix, just kind of sucks.

Roof

Trying to get the snow off the roof today. I got about 3 more fucking inches of very wet and heavy snow last night and this morning. I have about half the roof done on the front side of the house, as much as I can get with the snow rake. The back of the house doesn’t have as much snow due to it melting more because one, it’s facing the south and gets more warmth, and two, all the roof vents are on that side so it melts the snow more. Where I can’t reach with the snow rake the snow is quite deep and I need to get up there with a shovel, and my leg fucking hurts like a motherfucker when I’m up there with the roof angle/slope. Oh, and the driveway probably should be cleared to.
I haven’t been out of the house, with exception of going to the grocery store, in weeks, many weeks. I always have too much fucking shit to do here. This house is fucking piece of shit and I fucking hate it. If I could move, I would, but there is no goddamn way I can. I keep slowly trying to make it a home, but it’s so hard.

Update: Okay, I give up, I can’t do the roof. I got the ice off the eves, but that’s all I can do. I just contacted someone I saw advertising on Facebook Marketplace in L’Anse. Hopefully he’ll be able to come and not charge much.

More Fucking Snow

It’s been snowing lightly for two days and nights now, and it’s been very very wet snow. Only about 4 inches has fallen, but with it being so fucking wet and heavy, it’s really hard to move. I just spend close to an hour clearing my deck because I couldn’t do much at a time because of the pain in my leg and back. How I’m going to get the driveway cleared, I have no fucking idea. I also have to shovel the roof off, it had about 2 feet on it, and now with this wet shit I’m sure it’s really heavy. I really don’t know what the fuck I’m going to do, hope it melts?

Update: I got the driveway done. It took me most the day, but it’s done. This is some wet and very heavy snow and it fucking sucks.
Now, we’re forecast to get 2-5 more inches tonight into tomorrow, and just as fucking wet and heavy.  Fuck!

A Little Help For Step Daughter

This is a Gofundme for my step daughter. Please help if you can.
Thank you.

Save our home!

We are a family with 3 kids who are just in need of a little help. If we don’t raise the money we are going to be out in the street.

We’ve lived in our home four over a year. In August we lost our roommates, when we created this.

I lost my job and in our area it’s hard to find a job in winter, we just need a little help to make it through this tough time.

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It Keeps Coming Down

It’s been snowing pretty hard all morning and still coming down. I haven’t measured it yet, but there are quite a few inches so far. I’m dreading having to snow blow the driveway, something I use to enjoy. I fucking hate snow now.
I think one of my cams have bit the dust. I’ve been having problems with it off and on for some time now, but this time I can’t get it to work at all. It is one of my oldest cams and has been used a lot for a good number of years.

Update: Well, I got the driveway cleared, it took me 2 1/2 hours to do a 45 minute job. Now let’s see how much snow we get tonight and if I have to clear it again tomorrow. :/

Here’s a cam shot of my bird feeders showing the snow so far today. I clean them off every time I fill them.

Friday

Yesterday I spent a few hours snow blowing the driveway, again. I got just over 5 inches of snow, so it needed clearing. The pain in my leg, and now legs (both of them) is changing, that’s for sure, but it’s not getting any less, in fact the pain is worse. It makes me crumble and cry when I get back into the house.
This weekend looks like another one to be staying home, with quite a bit of snow coming with a storm on Saturday, and then Sunday I guess I’ll be cleaning it up. It’s like I can do anything if I were to go out anyway.

Couple of Crappy Days

These past two days have been complete shit. Yesterday it seemed like I was angry at everything. Today, after zero sleep, I’ve been in big time pain. After helping the accounting department close for year end first thing this morning, I’ve tried to get a couple things done around the house. I still have tools around from the beam work that I can’t get put away, and I have ice building up on the roof that I tried to do something about, but I was in too much pain to get any done. I feel like everything is crumbling down on me. Now we have quite a bit of snow coming in the next few days. I fucking hate snow now because of the cleanup and pain, and I use to love snow. Fuck it, just fuck everything.