I have a million things I need to get done around the house, but just don’t feel like, I never do. My ambition is gone. I have a list written of things to do, but none of them get checked off. I should get out of the house more, go do something, but just don’t feel like it. I did finally get a nights sleep last night, but what good did it do, I don’t feel any better. Naps are good, it passes the time away. I break down and cry a lot, and many times for no reason at all.
I don’t know. I just don’t know.
I had a dream last night, a wonderful dream. I only wish dreams could really come true.
Another sleepless night. Up at 1:30 AM. The difference this time is that I had a hard time falling asleep along with waking up super early. Oh well, fuck it.
Presque Isle Lighthouse
Well, I’ve gotten a couple more hours of sleep the past two nights, up at 3:00 AM instead of 1:00. That’s the good news.
Now for the bad, sort of. My main coffee maker has given up the ghost, and my french press has a crack in it. I ordered a new french press from Amazon that was to be delivered today, but just as my luck falls, it has been delayed for a day due to “mechanical failure”, whatever that is.
Ah well, that’s my life…Failure.
Sunrise in Bliss, MI