I had never tried the air conditioning in the Subaru until lately, well I found out the other day it didn’t work. So, I did some reading on it, picked up a can of A/C recharge and went to work on it. First off, because it was dry of refrigerant, the compressor wouldn’t turn on and that’s needed to refill it and check the pressure. Took the relay out, got a paperclip and jumped it so that it was always on, this way I could fill and test the pressure. I had cold air! After that was up to par, I put the relay back in and turned the air on…no go. Started thinking and took the horn relay out and put it into the A/C spot, Yay, cold air. Back to the parts store for a relay. I got that, plugged it in, tested everything, and now I’m back in business with nice cold air pumping out when I turn it on.
It’s been hot the past few days, and it looks like it’s going to stay this way for a little while. You know it’s hot when people are swimming in Lake Superior lake they were today when I was running back and forth for parts.
Yesterday and today I took Eli out on the trails. I haven’t been able to take the boys out for rides due to Grizward being so lame, so I though it would be nice for Eli to go out and about with me. Both times he’s been quite excited to go.
Yesterday we went out and hit some trails I’ve never been on before. We zigzagged many forest access roads between home and Bruce Crossing, and all points between.
Today we went out looking for some wildflowers in a couple areas knew would have some.
Kind of hard to tell how Eli is feeling about Griz, he doesn’t show emotions like Griz did, though he does seem a little down. When we go for our evening after dinner walks we pass Griz’s grave, he stops for a bit and just looks.
From yesterday’s travels
This shows her size better. She takes up most of one track of a two-track.
Wild Calla Lily
Bluebead Lilly / Yellow Clintonia
Bluebead Lilly / Yellow Clintonia showing spider
I took today off just because I wanted to. Going grocery shopping in a few to get that out of the way, but I do need to go to Houghton for the shopping as I need to get water conditioner salt at Wallyworld.
With that being said, this will be the first time Eli has ever been alone, ever in his life.
Also…The big item for today is put Griz to rest in the ground. I couldn’t do it yesterday, just too hard.
I have a nice spot for him, under a maple tree that gets the morning sun and a nice breeze through the day. I think he would like it. It’s also quiet there so he can rest in peace. Grizwald never liked loud noises.
I need to find a nice largish rock to place as a headstone of sorts.
This is so fucking hard.
It seems so quiet around here without Griz. There was always the sound of him thumping down on the floor, or his big sighs, or his whining, or something, he was always making some sort of sound.
I think Eli is feeling pretty down about Griz not being around, he’s been hanging really close to me, more so than normal. I plan on taking Eli out for a ride this weekend, he should enjoy that.
Grizwald is gone. He’s off to his next life and adventure.
This is the photo I saw on Pet Finder. I just knew this goofy guy…
Grizwald n Eli in the Kink River, Alaska
Grizwald at Palmer Hay Flats, Alaska
Griz and Eli in Alaska
Taking in the scenery
Cooling off after a long hike
Current photos of Grizwald and Eli
Grizwald under a cherry tree
I don’t know, I just don’t know if I can do it or not, but this might be Grizwalds last day. I’m so fucking stressed out over this. It’s a beautiful day, so I plan to have the boys out while I mow, letting Griz enjoy the day as much as he can. Wish I had someone to talk to about this, how to do this, or if I should do this. This is so fucking hard, as I’ve never had to do this before. Two of my other dogs were much easier, though still very hard. Brook, she wasn’t well, but she died on her own. Sophie, she had a bad stroke, so it was time. Griz is still very alert, just about as he has always been, but his body is/has given out on him. I know he can’t be happy. This is just so goddamn fucking hard.
4:00 PM Update… I can’t do it. I just can not do it right now, not today.
Grizwald in 2008
Headed out early this morning and got my grocery shopping done without fear of getting work emails or calls, we’re closed until noon due to the main water valve is beeing replaced. So while at the store I picked up Benadryl and Tylenol PM for Grizwald. Oh, and some cheese for him. That’s all I can say, I picked the stuff up. I have no idea when or if I can do this.
Update… Griz is pissing blood, thick blood. That is what the strong nasty smell is.
I woke up around 1:00 AM smelling urine, so I got out of bed and checked Griz, he had peed a large amount and it smelled horrible. He’s diaper was soaked and over flowing. The urine is so fucking strong smelling, it’s been hard to get the smell out of the house. I’ve now cleaned the rug 3 times, though I don’t smell anything, or see anything on it, I’m still cleaning it. Griz is getting worse every day it seems. I know what needs to be done, but I can’t afford the vet bill to have him put to sleep. I’ve been reading up on using Benadryl or Tylenol PM to euthanize him, but I’m afraid to do if I do it wrong. I’m at a fucking loss. Really, I wish he would give up on his own, but he’s too damn stubborn.