Through My Eyes And Lens

I have to try something other than what I’m doing, and this looks pretty good by the reviews.
https://www.amazon.com/BODYMATE-Compression-Hamstring-Quadriceps-Arthritis/dp/B01M5FVD4U/ref=cm_cr_arp_d_product_top?ie=UTF8&th=1&psc=1

Oh, and I need to clear the damn driveway again today. Not as much snow as yesterday, but still enough, that and the plow just went by. Fuck!

It’s been snowing pretty hard all morning and still coming down. I haven’t measured it yet, but there are quite a few inches so far. I’m dreading having to snow blow the driveway, something I use to enjoy. I fucking hate snow now.
I think one of my cams have bit the dust. I’ve been having problems with it off and on for some time now, but this time I can’t get it to work at all. It is one of my oldest cams and has been used a lot for a good number of years.

Update: Well, I got the driveway cleared, it took me 2 1/2 hours to do a 45 minute job. Now let’s see how much snow we get tonight and if I have to clear it again tomorrow. :/

Here’s a cam shot of my bird feeders showing the snow so far today. I clean them off every time I fill them.

Yesterday I spent a few hours snow blowing the driveway, again. I got just over 5 inches of snow, so it needed clearing. The pain in my leg, and now legs (both of them) is changing, that’s for sure, but it’s not getting any less, in fact the pain is worse. It makes me crumble and cry when I get back into the house.
This weekend looks like another one to be staying home, with quite a bit of snow coming with a storm on Saturday, and then Sunday I guess I’ll be cleaning it up. It’s like I can do anything if I were to go out anyway.

These past two days have been complete shit. Yesterday it seemed like I was angry at everything. Today, after zero sleep, I’ve been in big time pain. After helping the accounting department close for year end first thing this morning, I’ve tried to get a couple things done around the house. I still have tools around from the beam work that I can’t get put away, and I have ice building up on the roof that I tried to do something about, but I was in too much pain to get any done. I feel like everything is crumbling down on me. Now we have quite a bit of snow coming in the next few days. I fucking hate snow now because of the cleanup and pain, and I use to love snow. Fuck it, just fuck everything.

I got about 5 inches of fresh snow from yesterday through last night. That amount isn’t much at all, but enough to where I have to snow blow the driveway. The snow is really light and fluffy, but it still has taken me 1 1/2 hours to just shovel the deck, brush the car off, and get the snow blower up to the house. This sciatica is really killing me, it will now take me close to 4 hours to do a 45 minute job. I was thinking of going for a drive today, but that’s out of the question now. Once I’m done with the drive, my body will be shot. Doc says my sciatica is getting better because the pain is changing, that’s true, but it’s still just as much pain, just different. I just ate 6 ibuprofen, so in a few minutes I’ll go back out and see how much I can get done. This Fucking Sucks! I’m really hating life.

This came up on my Facebook memory today.
I really miss Grizwald. Griz was the smartest dog I’ve had, and can only hope he will come back around to show himself. You could tell he had been here before.