More Fucking Snow

It’s been snowing lightly for two days and nights now, and it’s been very very wet snow. Only about 4 inches has fallen, but with it being so fucking wet and heavy, it’s really hard to move. I just spend close to an hour clearing my deck because I couldn’t do much at a time because of the pain in my leg and back. How I’m going to get the driveway cleared, I have no fucking idea. I also have to shovel the roof off, it had about 2 feet on it, and now with this wet shit I’m sure it’s really heavy. I really don’t know what the fuck I’m going to do, hope it melts?

Update: I got the driveway done. It took me most the day, but it’s done. This is some wet and very heavy snow and it fucking sucks.
Now, we’re forecast to get 2-5 more inches tonight into tomorrow, and just as fucking wet and heavy.  Fuck!

A Little Help For Step Daughter

This is a Gofundme for my step daughter. Please help if you can.
Thank you.

Save our home!

We are a family with 3 kids who are just in need of a little help. If we don’t raise the money we are going to be out in the street.

We’ve lived in our home four over a year. In August we lost our roommates, when we created this.

I lost my job and in our area it’s hard to find a job in winter, we just need a little help to make it through this tough time.

It Keeps Coming Down

It’s been snowing pretty hard all morning and still coming down. I haven’t measured it yet, but there are quite a few inches so far. I’m dreading having to snow blow the driveway, something I use to enjoy. I fucking hate snow now.
I think one of my cams have bit the dust. I’ve been having problems with it off and on for some time now, but this time I can’t get it to work at all. It is one of my oldest cams and has been used a lot for a good number of years.

Update: Well, I got the driveway cleared, it took me 2 1/2 hours to do a 45 minute job. Now let’s see how much snow we get tonight and if I have to clear it again tomorrow. :/

Here’s a cam shot of my bird feeders showing the snow so far today. I clean them off every time I fill them.


Yesterday I spent a few hours snow blowing the driveway, again. I got just over 5 inches of snow, so it needed clearing. The pain in my leg, and now legs (both of them) is changing, that’s for sure, but it’s not getting any less, in fact the pain is worse. It makes me crumble and cry when I get back into the house.
This weekend looks like another one to be staying home, with quite a bit of snow coming with a storm on Saturday, and then Sunday I guess I’ll be cleaning it up. It’s like I can do anything if I were to go out anyway.

Couple of Crappy Days

These past two days have been complete shit. Yesterday it seemed like I was angry at everything. Today, after zero sleep, I’ve been in big time pain. After helping the accounting department close for year end first thing this morning, I’ve tried to get a couple things done around the house. I still have tools around from the beam work that I can’t get put away, and I have ice building up on the roof that I tried to do something about, but I was in too much pain to get any done. I feel like everything is crumbling down on me. Now we have quite a bit of snow coming in the next few days. I fucking hate snow now because of the cleanup and pain, and I use to love snow. Fuck it, just fuck everything.

Some Snow

I got about 5 inches of fresh snow from yesterday through last night. That amount isn’t much at all, but enough to where I have to snow blow the driveway. The snow is really light and fluffy, but it still has taken me 1 1/2 hours to just shovel the deck, brush the car off, and get the snow blower up to the house. This sciatica is really killing me, it will now take me close to 4 hours to do a 45 minute job. I was thinking of going for a drive today, but that’s out of the question now. Once I’m done with the drive, my body will be shot. Doc says my sciatica is getting better because the pain is changing, that’s true, but it’s still just as much pain, just different. I just ate 6 ibuprofen, so in a few minutes I’ll go back out and see how much I can get done. This Fucking Sucks! I’m really hating life.