Yes, I think I know why I’ve been in such a funk for so long…
I feel displaced.
Nothing around me feels familiar, recognizable or homeish, with the exception of the furniture and stuff. I don’t feel at home, as if I’ve been placed somewhere unknown . I’m driving an unknown car. The property feels like it’s someone else’s. The list goes on.
Related to this, I’ve been putting up curtains and putting down a number of area rugs, in hope it will make this place look and feel better. Also I’ve put knobs on the kitchen cabinet doors and drawers. I have no idea at all if any of it fits in together or looks good being color blind, but I guess who give a shit.
Bird Feeder Cam
