These past two days have been complete shit. Yesterday it seemed like I was angry at everything. Today, after zero sleep, I’ve been in big time pain. After helping the accounting department close for year end first thing this morning, I’ve tried to get a couple things done around the house. I still have tools around from the beam work that I can’t get put away, and I have ice building up on the roof that I tried to do something about, but I was in too much pain to get any done. I feel like everything is crumbling down on me. Now we have quite a bit of snow coming in the next few days. I fucking hate snow now because of the cleanup and pain, and I use to love snow. Fuck it, just fuck everything.